Now

I haven't been writing for almost two years I think! Oops I was occupied with the Lila report.  

Lately I want to preserve the memories but live in the moment. I am sad about what I have forgotten and time I will

Never have back.  Sometimes I am sad about the constant moving of time and the idea that I can't stop it no matter what I do.  One day My children will be grown one day I will be old one day one day..... And then I will regreat not living in the today, I will be sad that I was sad.  My goal is to be present.... First I must learn how.