26

Today I am 26. When I was younger I wanted to be older. Now I am starting to get "older" and just want time to freeze. But sometimes the days can seem long, sometimes I wish for the future, look at the calendar too much... Having Lila changed my entire world. I read and wished to just be for some time. I enjoy yoga. Concentrate on... In out... Just breathe... Let the thoughts float as you acknowledge them but focus on the breathe, the movement of air.. In and out... Being a mother, I focus on the moment, sleep, play, nurse, etc. basically the moment of tending to the present needs of my beautiful child. I live in the moment by just smelling her head. By dancing and singing and laughing at the same time. Lila teaches me to live in the moment, she does it so well. This year I want to focus, turn my life all together into the yoga teachers mantra (with a mix of Francis the healer) ... Just breathe. In and out. in love out negative in love out love